It’s a fact that when you ’re lying around – particularly in a hospital bed, - you ask yourself how you could have got here. When you’re aware, also , that you had and still have, many thoughts and ideas for the future both of yourself and the person you love, it does become extremely difficult to “ stay calm” – particularly when you feel just great, if tired and weary of needles being stuck in you! When you reach a stage that the very hospital you are in has almost run out of ideas, then you start wondering where you’re going! Once again I’m lying here , waiting for the visit from some “specialist” vascular – from the Neurovascular Department. I seem to spend an awful lot of time just lying here – waiting! Be it for breakfast, lunch, dinner or a doctor, (sometimes Tina Concetta) – I spend more than half of the little time I have left just waiting! And it gets annoying …..!” Right now it seems that they have finally decided that I was quite correct in what I said s...